“AKAYA! TARUNDORU! You better have a
good reason why your performance is so bad today!” Sanada yelled at the
cowering second year ace, but even Akaya’s apparent display of fear did not
deter his yelling, “If this is the way you’re going to act after Nationals is
over, we will have to rethink your position as future captain!”
“There, calm down a bit Genichirou.
I am sure Akaya have his own reasons. You know as well as I do how hardworking
he is,” Yukimura said and placed an arm on Sanada’s shoulder to calm him down.
“Buchou… Fukubuchou… I am sorry, but
today I-,” he stopped mid-sentenced with a sigh, “Can I please go home early
today?”
“You will have to run extra laps
tomorrow,” Sanada threatened, but Akaya was already out of the gates and into
the clubroom.
“I wonder what’s wrong with him.
Being depressed is not his thing,” Yukimura commented.
“He’s still tarundoru, that’s what,”
Sanada said and walked away to yell some more at the other members, but
Yukimura’s motherly instincts welled up inside of him and he had this growing
feeling at the pit of his stomach as he watched Akaya picked up his bag, and
with his head down, walked out the gates and into the clubroom.
Yukimura decided the best course of
action was to follow him and walked into the club room after him, not bothering
to say anything to anyone else. When he stood in front of the door, he stopped.
Akaya was clearly crying. His wrecking sobs can be heard throughout the
clubroom. Yukimura widened the tiny creak in the door, trying to conceal his presence
and walking towards the second year ace whose face was buried inside his hands
and sat slumped on the bench, but Akaya heard him and looked up.
“Buchou,” he hastily wiped away the
evident tears in his face and ignoring how he looked like right now, he got up
and took his shirt out of the locker and changed.
“Akaya,” Yukimura gently called his
name, but the wakame only grunted in response as he buttoned up his shirt. “Is
there something wrong?”
“No,” he said a little bit too
quickly.
“Did you really think you can lie to
me?”
“… No.”
“That’s what I thought. Well?”
Akaya hesitated, “Buchou, aren’t
couples in love supposed to say ‘I love you’? Isn’t that the normal thing to
do?”
Yukimura saw where this was going.
“Claire never said that to you.”
It wasn’t a question. Because
Yukimura never questioned anybody and nobody ever questioned Yukimura. Akaya
sometimes dislike the fact that Yukimura can see through almost anybody. Not as
well or as efficient as Atobe’s insight, but it was on par.
“Yes, that’s right. I am not so sure
she needs me as much as I need her. I don’t think she loves me. If she did she
would say that she does, right?”
Yukimura placed a soothing hand on
Akaya’s shoulder, the latter who was trying to hold back tears.
“You might just be thinking too
much. It’s hard for Claire to say those things and you know it. Give her time
to get past the initial shyness.”
“But it’s been months! It’s also
hard for me to say those things, but I still do,” Akaya said, his voice rising.
He can feel his blood boiling and Yukimura’s grip on his shoulder tighten. He
took a deep breath and counted to ten. The grip relaxed. Yukimura understood
what he meant. Akaya always has troubles expressing himself that way and it’s
only fair that Claire tries too.
“Go look for her. Clarify everything
and tell her you need her,” Yukimura said and looked straight at him. Without
another word, Akaya rushed out of the club room. “I wish you luck,” Yukimura
said after him.
Akaya banged the door to the Fuji
household. He knew no one was usually home at this time of the day except for
his girlfriend, so he doesn’t have to worry about her annoying siblings who he
was sure, only exists to destroy his life and make things difficult for him in
loving Claire.
“Akaya-kun?” Claire asked, confused
when she saw her kouhai panting out of breath when she opened the door, still
bundled in a blanket. She had expected one of her siblings or her mother who
had maybe forgotten their keys and hadn’t bothered changing out of her pajamas.
Now she wishes she did. Maybe Akaya didn’t really care for appearances, but all
girls want to look nice in front of the guy they liked.
“Akaya-kun, wait, are you okay?”
Claire asked, worried about her kouhai and boyfriend. He was acting weird.
Usually, he would be shy and reserved about displays of affection, but this
time he didn’t waste a word as he attacked her mouth, kissing her with such a
passion that Claire feel herself immediately heat up.
“A-Akaya-kun,” she gasped in between
the kisses and tries to push him away, but he was too strong. He led her back
inside the house, both of them stumbling to the floor and he slammed the front
door shut with his feet. Claire softly moaned into the kiss, deciding not to
fight back anymore and enjoy the moment while it lasts. She interlaced her
fingers in between his soft but curly hair and pushes him closer to her.
“Claire-senpai,” he breathed out and
trailed down from her lips down to her jaws and finally landed on her neck,
sucking softly and gently, not daring to do anything too rough and hurt her.
His hands trailed down and tug on the hem of her shirt before slipping one hand
inside her pajamas, rubbing his thumb on her sides and moved up, dragging the
shirt upwards to under her breasts.
“Akaya-kun!” Claire suddenly cried
out and he stopped, looking up at her. “Stop,” she said, tugging her shirt back
down and crawls away from underneath him, hugging the blanket tightly over her
flushed body, refusing to look at him. “I think you should leave.”
It felt like a slap to his face.
“No, Claire-senpai, I am so sorry, I didn’t mean… I mean… I… I am sorry. Please
let me stay,” he said desperation clear in his voice. He really needed her
right now, but all his suspicions have been confirmed, she doesn’t need him.
Yet, it feels like such a shame to give up now after coming so far.
Claire stayed quiet and Akaya
crawled closer to her, gently cupping her face and move it to face him. He
leaned down to capture her lips in his. It was a soft but passionate kiss.
Despite everything, Claire understood that Akaya was really gentle underneath.
A moment later, he pulled away and stared straight into her eyes. Claire can
feel the green eyes unraveling everything inside of her, but as much as she
wanted to look away, she couldn’t.
“Claire-senpai… I love you,” he
whispered. It was soft and full of love and it feels like her insides are
having a mini fireworks display.
“I…” she started and Akaya looked at
her expectantly. She finds the will to divert her gaze, “I know…”
Claire felt like slapping herself.
She can feel Akaya stiffen, but he did not say anything. Instead, he pulled
away from her. She knew she needed to say it. She knew the fate of her
relationship all comes down to this one point.
“Akaya-kun, I…”
“It’s okay, senpai. Don’t force
yourself, I will leave. Sorry for bothering you,” he stood up and turned his
back to her. No. Claire did not want to see him leave. She needed him. Without
giving herself time to think, her hand shot out and caught his wrist, holding
him back and stopping him in his tracks. Akaya looked down at her.
“Stay with me, please,” she
whispered.
“I can’t do this anymore,” he said
and pulled his wrist free, turning his back to her once again. Claire scrambled
to her feet clumsily and went after him, wrapping her arms around his chest
tightly.
“Senpai…?” Akaya asked bewildered
and turned around to face her. Claire immediately kissed him, flicking her
tongue out to lick his lips. He groaned and she used that chance to insert her
tongue into his mouth. Her hand wrapped itself around his necktie and she
slowly pulled him into her room. Akaya didn’t waste any time in taking her
clothes off and neither did she when she unbutton his shirt and unzipped his
pants, chucking them away on the floor.
“Senpai, I don’t want to hurt you,”
he whispered.
“You won’t,” she said, “Now don’t
leave me waiting.”
Akaya broke into the boyish grin
that Claire loves so much. He grabs hold of her legs and spread them apart, and
slowly thrust in. Claire grunted at the pain and he froze in fear of hurting
her, but when she dig her fingernails into his back and nodded through tear-stained
face, Akaya relaxed and resumed. Her lewd moans reverberated through the whole
room, driving him on to go faster and faster. It didn’t take long for them to
feel the climax coming.
“A-Akaya-kun, I… I love you,” she
screamed and went over the edge, Akaya following behind not long after. Akaya
pulled out and lie down next to her as they both waited to get down from their
high.
“Senpai, you said it at last,” he
said hugging her and covers themselves with the blanket.
“Yeah, I did,” she said and looked
into his eyes, “I love you.”
“I love you too.”